, 06.14.2020 11:41 PM

My Dad

Dr. T. Douglas KINSELLA, CM, BA, MD, FACP, FRCPC.

Like some men, and as was the practice in some families, my brothers and I did not hug my father a lot. As we got older in places like Montreal, or Kingston, or Dallas or Calgary, we also did not tell him that we loved him as much as we did. With our artist Mom, there was always a lot of affection, to be sure; but in the case of my Dad, usually all that was exchanged with his four boys was a simple handshake, when it was time for hello or goodbye. It was just the way we did things.

There was, however, much to love about our father, and love him we did. He was, and remains, a giant in our lives – and he was a significant presence, too, for many of the patients whose lives he saved or bettered over the course a half-century of healing. We still cannot believe he is gone, with so little warning.

Thomas Douglas Kinsella was born on February, 15, 1932 in Montreal. His mother was a tiny but formidable force of nature named Mary; his father, a Northern Electric employee named Jimmy, was a stoic man whose parents came over from County Wexford, in Ireland. In their bustling homes, in and around Montreal’s Outremont, our father’s family comprised a younger sister, Juanita, and an older brother, Howard. Also there were assorted uncles – and foster siblings Bea, Ernie, Ellen and Jimmy.

When he was very young, Douglas was beset by rheumatic fever. Through his mother’s ministrations, Douglas beat back the potentially-crippling disease. But he was left with a burning desire to be a doctor.

Following a Jesuitical education at his beloved Loyola High School in Montreal, Douglas enrolled at Loyola College, and also joined the Royal Canadian Armoured Corps. It was around that time he met Lorna Emma Cleary, at a Montreal Legion dance in April 1950. She was 17 – a dark-haired, radiant beauty from the North End. He was 18 – and a handsome, aspiring medical student, destined for an officer’s rank and great things.

It was a love like you hear about, sometimes, but which you rarely see. Their love affair was to endure for 55 years – without an abatement in mutual love and respect.

On a hot, sunny day in June 1955, mid-way through his medical studies at McGill, Douglas and Lorna wed at Loyola Chapel. Then, three years after Douglas’ graduation from McGill with an MD, first son Warren was born.

In 1963, second son Kevin came along, while Douglas was a clinical fellow in rheumatism at the Royal Vic. Finally, son Lorne arrived in 1965, a few months before the young family moved to Dallas, Texas, to pursue a research fellowship. In the United States, Douglas’ belief in a liberal, publicly-funded health care system was greatly enhanced. So too his love of a tolerant, diverse Canada.

In 1968, Douglas and his family returned to Canada and an Assistant Professorship in Medicine at Queen’s University in Kingston. More than 35 years later, it was at Kingston General Hospital – in the very place where Douglas saved so many lives – that his own life would come to a painless end in the early hours of June 15, 2004, felled by a fast-moving lung cancer.

Kingston was followed in 1973 by a brief return to Montreal and a professorship at McGill. But an unstable political environment – and the promise of better research in prosperous Alberta – persuaded the family to journey West, to Calgary.

There Lorna and Douglas would happily remain for 25 years, raising three sons – and providing legal guardianship to grandson Troy, who was born in 1982. At the University of Calgary, and at Foothills Hospital, Douglas would achieve distinction for his work in rheumatology, immunology and – later – medical bioethics.

He raised his boys with one rule, which all remember, but none observed as closely as he did: “Love people, and be honest.” His commitment to ethics, and healing – and his love and honesty, perhaps – resulted in him being named a Member of the Order of Canada in 1995.

On the day that the letter arrived, bearing Governor-General Romeo LeBlanc’s vice-regal seal, Douglas came home from work early – an unprecedented occurence – to tell Lorna. It was the first time I can remember seeing him cry.

As I write this, I am in a chair beside my father’s bed in a tiny hospital room in Kingston, Ont.,where he and my mother returned in 2001 to retire. It is night, and he has finally fallen asleep.

My father will die in the next day or so, here in the very place where he saved lives. He has firmly but politely declined offers of special treatment – or even a room with a nicer view of Lake Ontario.

Before he fell asleep, tonight, I asked him if he was ready. “I am ready,” he said. “I am ready.”

When I leave him, tonight, this is what I will say to him, quietly: “We all love you, Daddy. We all love you forever.”

[Warren Kinsella is Douglas Kinsella’s eldest son. His father died two nights later.]

[From Globe’s Lives Lived, June 15, 2004.]

12 Comments

  1. Eastern Rebellion says:

    It’s nice that you put up this post so close to Father’s Day. All of us who have lost our fathers appreciate it. Remember the good times you had with your father, and make sure you spend time with your kids so they will also have those memories.

  2. p bre says:

    Your dad was part of a great generation of Canadians, many of whom have passed on …very nice tribute to him annually Warren…THx

  3. Robert White says:

    My father had similar directives for his sons. I was directed to maintain my honesty & integrity throughout my entire life, and I was forbidden to ever get into any trouble, or break the laws of the land. My CA father told me I was only allowed to have an opinion, and I was not permitted to go outside those parameters.

    P.S. I was not allowed to ever have a motorcycle either. Eventually, I brought a BSA 650 Thunderbolt home in parts
    and was reminded of what he had said to me when he spotted the parts. I responded that I had followed his directive and did not bring a complete whole motorcycle home as I had brought it home in parts. He looked at me with derision on the semantics and walked away in contempt.

    After I restored the BSA I sold it for good profit. So, technically, I never really did drive a motorcycle for transportation and I adhered to the directive.

    Dads can be rather demanding IMHO.

    RW

  4. Gord says:

    I enjoy reading your annual tribute to your dad. Mine is, fortunately, still with us, but now showing early signs of dementia. Stories like yours remind me to show patience and enjoy the moments we have together. Thank you.

  5. Dave Dogterom says:

    Fine words. I think your father would be proud.

  6. Norbert Boily says:

    Another great memorial column for a truly good man…. Thanks, Warren….

  7. Dan McCarthy says:

    Wonderfully written Warren. I always enjoy (with a touch of sadness remembering my own Dad) reading this tribute to your father.

  8. James D Hill says:

    As a man an born in 1931, I wish I had the ability to fully express how much I appreciate your beautifully written memorial to your father.

  9. Thanks for publishing this Warren. Helps all of us who have lost our dads. Our love for our dad grows after he has passed. It’s one of nature’s cruel tricks. Have a great day, Son of Doug.

  10. Tanya says:

    Oh shoot, great big tears….you painted a beautiful picture of love and respect with your words. He sounds like an outstanding man. This Calgarian sends him love and a thank you for contributing to the betterment of our city. God Bless and prayers up for the entire Kinsella family.

  11. Susan McDermott says:

    What a great life and legacy! Your love and admiration for your Dad shine through your words. So sorry for your loss.

  12. J mackinnon says:

    Warren beautiful tribute to your dad.

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